You will not bully me into an atheism when you suffer an unhappy agnosticism. Continue reading
Last night, someone called me high-maintenance and questioned my ability to be intimate and display affection. In the moment, I was offended, insulted even…but after an awkward text conversation and a ragged (yet still definitive) permanent parting of ways and involvement, the feelings of offense had become mixed with mild, but genuine, hurt.
There is this cad inside of me, this scurrilous, treacherous, predatory panther of a cad, that wants to go out and about, to survey the land, traverse it, score it, in search of someone young, thoughtless, and careless because that’s who and what you date when you are young (either physically, mentally, or emotionally), thoughtless, … Continue reading
I am a heat-seeking missile for the creepy little weirdos of the world.
I’ve made a space for you beside me Rest your weary arms Leave your heavy heart It’s safe right here next to me
Dearest Readers— I hope you’ve enjoyed the past few days, what I’ve self-titled in my head the “five days of naughty Christmas”. Everyone always focuses on the nice! We all need a little saucy in our lives or maybe a lot, hmm? But, all fun and gifts aside,
Know her. Know her by the swagger in her walk, by the delicacy of her voice, the timbre of it, the quality of her drink order, and the shininess of her crown jewels. Know these things–know her like no one else does. Listen to the quaver in her voice, the pauses and the sighs, the … Continue reading
I ache not for her I ache for me
Darling Heart, Do you remember us?
There is a saying in Sun Tzu’s Art of War regarding prickly honor and the existence of that being a weak point for a general. Of all the many faults I think I have that probably sits in the top five. I have very, very prickly honor.