too many often seek pleasure as if it would be, could be, is, the cure for pain
they are fundamentally wrong
for pleasure to exist, it must start with pain. sans pain, you cannot find enjoyment for pleasure emerges, shoots forth, from the normalized anxieties (pains) we are all doused in by each day
that is why I question myself when it comes to the efficacy of my relationship with her
for she seeks pleasure without pain; she seeks easy; she seeks life without any struggle. she skims the surface and wants the stars.
I know better. I know great pleasure is found by being in the struggle. I know that digging deep, by embracing the pain and the hardship — by becoming the struggle, if only in a brief moment — for then I – we – can taste the sweetest of pleasures, we can taste the true sweetness of life.
we can taste those very stars but it starts in the sweat of our souls.
she does not believe what I know. I believe what she does not know. however then can we ever meet?