I want something more than the perfunctory. I want something that is so spontaneous, so fun, that it is enervating – that it takes my breath away.
I want to be absorbed in someone.
I want to be caught up in something, a romance, an epic adventure so brave and brash that it changes the air, the molecules, the very essence of the universe itself. It transforms matter, it transforms my life. It is alchemic! powerful and unbidden, relentless in its working.
I want something so big that my arms aren’t wide enough to hold it, so tall that my legs aren’t long enough to leap over it, so great that it alters my very sense of self. It destroys and remakes; draws me up from the beginning to the end; evolves me.
And I want that – I want that with you.